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I Choose To Live

***NOTE: This wiki is not against suicide, it just supports life.


"Even if you plan to kill yourself tomorrow, you still choose to live today."



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This is a wiki for all who choose to live. You don't have to be anti-death, or against anything that has to do with it(i.e. cutting, morbid crap, talk of death, even anticipating it). You just have to choose to live.
There are no obligations. Maybe you'll change your mind later. But, right now, life is worth living. And you're here for it.

So, if you're here right now at this moment, like you obviously are, you choose to live. If you didn't, you wouldn't be reading this right now, now would you?

You already know the rules, and probably can assume any others I haven't put up, so I won't bother.


Here are the Members:

(*Whispers* The word "members" is a link.)




***made by: [Incontinence Happens]




A PERFECT CIRCLE
"Gravity"


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live


I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live


Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom


Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live





This's a page for all who engage in self-harm in various forms:
http://www.recoveryourlife.com





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2004-09-23 [Incontinence Happens]: But cheese rocks... You poor soul, you don't know what you're missing.

2004-09-23 [Kurus_Dreaon]: no i dont lol....what does cheese taste like anyways

2004-09-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: Erm... Well... It tastes... good????

2004-09-23 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ROFL....ok..i disagree....but thats me so ignore that statement

2004-09-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: I like cheese. Cheese is power. *nods*

2004-09-23 [Kurus_Dreaon]: no its not....cheese is not power......coke cola is power

2004-09-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: Well, yes, that is too.... Soda in general is power...

2004-09-23 [Kurus_Dreaon]: it IS power...nothin os beter hehe...i am addicted to the stuff

2004-09-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: *nods* Yes.... Excpet... vanilla coke is nasty.... *nods*

2004-09-25 [Incontinence Happens]: Mountain Dew is the best.

2004-09-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: Hmm.... I don't know. That's debatable...

2004-09-25 [Incontinence Happens]: Really now?

2004-09-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: *nods* yes, really.

2004-09-25 [Incontinence Happens]: What is then? ^^

2004-09-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: I dunno.... I like Coke... *shrugs*

2004-09-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh! No! I'ts Japanese Soda!! *nods*

2004-09-25 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i hate vannila coke...and cola c2....hate the stuff

2004-09-25 [Gwendylyyn]: Society Gone Wrong It's a 'goth' bar that I just recently reopened. Check it out if you so wish.

2004-09-26 [Incontinence Happens]: As long as it has caffiene, really....

2004-09-26 [Kurus_Dreaon]: nope not for me......i can taste the difference....diet stuff isnt bad but has a very different taste to it.....

2004-09-26 [Moonlit Serenade]: Diet is nasty... They say it's sweeter, but it's just.... Bleh....

2004-09-27 [Incontinence Happens]: ...It's alright. I tolerate it.

2004-09-27 [Moonlit Serenade]: It's not as bad as vanilla coke... *makes a face*

2004-09-27 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i hate vannila more then anything..its horrible..they completly mutilated the great taste of coke cola....im very disappointed in the man that made it

2004-09-27 [*sammi*]: forgive me for intruding, but i totally agree. vanilla coke is an abomination to the Coca Cola name.

2004-09-27 [Moonlit Serenade]: Here, here!! It's just.... disgusting.... And the pop machine ate my dollar and gave me a vanilla coke... *tear* Evil....

2004-09-28 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *gasps* oh no *hugs* im so sorry...evil things are against us....i say we start a wiki against vannila coke and for regular coke...whos with me??

2004-09-28 [Kurus_Dreaon]: and your not intruding at all.....its good to have your in put...as long as ya agree with me its great hehe

2004-09-28 [Moonlit Serenade]: I'm with you!!! *laughs* Yeah, you're not intruding.... *whispers* And don't agree with him... It's fun to watch him argue!

2004-09-28 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *raises an eyebrow* and what does that mean lol.....i only argue.............ok i arue a lot....your point being *chuckles quietly*

2004-09-28 [Moonlit Serenade]: *giggles and looks innocent* Who me?? Tee-hee! I have no point! *laughs* You know, that would be an awesome wiki... the coke one.... because I'm still mad at that coke machine....

2004-09-28 [Kurus_Dreaon]: then i shall make it...ill make that wiki and we shall speak our minds abou carbinated beverages

2004-09-28 [Moonlit Serenade]: *dances happily* Oh, that would be wonderful!! Because soda is the key to ruling the world, you know... *nods*

2004-09-28 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yes it is...ill make it now and then let ya know abot it when i done kk

2004-09-28 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ok i shall now have made the wiki... go to We love our carbination/...be happy lol

2004-09-29 [Moonlit Serenade]: *laughs* Going there right away... That's right, support the soda of the world!!

2004-09-29 [Incontinence Happens]: And a wiki was born....

2004-09-29 [Moonlit Serenade]: *laughs* it's like a story of creation...... *nods*

2004-09-30 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i know *wipes away a tear* isnt it beautiful

2004-09-30 [Incontinence Happens]: *sigh* So very beauitful...

2004-10-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: I'm beautiful!! Heh. Not really, I just felt the need to say so....

2004-10-01 [Mercy's Angel]: I wish I were beautiful...*sigh*

2004-10-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: I think you're beautiful..... *nods* Everyone's pretty on the inside!! ^_~

2004-10-01 [Mercy's Angel]: *smiles* Thankssssssssssss!

2004-10-01 [Incontinence Happens]: I'm funny looking. ^_^'

2004-10-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: That's all right. Everyone is funny looking on the outside... ^_~

2004-10-01 [Incontinence Happens]: Does that mean my funny-looking-ness is common?!

2004-10-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh, yes!! *giggles*

2004-10-01 [Incontinence Happens]: *sigh* Well, I suppose that's alright. ^^

2004-10-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: Well, you /could/ me more funny-looking than all the rest of us, but I'm not sure.....

2004-10-01 [Incontinence Happens]: No, I think I'm the most funny looking of all. ^_^

2004-10-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: Yes, I bet you are.... Really, I do.

2004-10-02 [Incontinence Happens]: ^_^ Nice.

2004-10-02 [Mercy's Angel]: Lol

2004-10-02 [Mercy's Angel]: *grins widely* wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

2004-10-02 [Mercy's Angel]: nuuuuuuuu! I claim most funny looking!!

2004-10-02 [Incontinence Happens]: Pssh, you wish.

2004-10-02 [Mercy's Angel]: hahha

2004-10-02 [Incontinence Happens]: LLama.. ^_^

2004-10-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: NO...i am the funniest looking......

ME!!!!! IS FUNNIEST LOOKING!!!!

2004-10-02 [Incontinence Happens]:

YOUR FUNNY LOOKING-NESS DOESN'T EVEN COMPARE TO MINE!!!!!!

2004-10-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]:

WANNA BET????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

2004-10-02 [Mercy's Angel]: okay...no

2004-10-03 [Moonlit Serenade]: oi.....

2004-10-03 [Mercy's Angel]: lol

2004-10-04 [Moonlit Serenade]: The big letters make my head hurt! @.@

2004-10-04 [Kurus_Dreaon]: sorry lol...my bad

2004-10-04 [BarleySinger]: I agree. The big letters give me headaches.

2004-10-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ok...i done then......i shall fight another way MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2004-10-05 [12 34 56 78 9]: i dont get it.

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: The big letters rule you all. ^_^

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yes they do..and they command that you give me your money

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: ...eh.... MINE!

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ok ill take your to

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: Meh...

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: meh??....hmm....ok then

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: ^_^

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: so how ya doin?

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: Eh, I'm alive.

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: thats a good thing yep yep....whatcha up to

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: ...Hmm... Well, uh... Um.... Nothing actually. My life is really pathetic at the moment.

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: im sorry....darn life....GET BETTER!!! I COMMAND THEE!!!

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: It's not my fault I only have a patheetic excuse for a life! *whine*

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: not your fault at all....if it were id be yellin at you not your life

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: Heh. WHo knows...

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *shrugs* not me obliviously....cuz i havent the fogiest

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: We're in the same boat...

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yay i like boats....they are very interesting....yep yep

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: Grr... i despise them... They catch fish. Fish are nasty... I hate living in a fishing community...

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: oh....you dont like fish much then.....sorry...bad boats lol

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: ^_^ It's what I get for living in Alaska, though.. That's probably part of why I don't really have a life. It's hard to have one in a town that on an island that's only 30 miles long.

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i se...yeah that would make it kinda hard....id send ya a life but ive yet to find one

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: ...We're living through elftown! My internet community is my life... Is that sad/

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: not at all...cuz its mine to lol....i know no one out side of here....and i do nothing interesting out side of here lol...i love this place *hugs et*

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: ET rocks. ^_^ I have som eredally good friends on here.

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yeah same here...there are some really awesome ppl on here

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: YOu know, they should have elftown conventions! That would be cool.. Not that I could ever go to them, but it's a nice thought.

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i thought about that to...id love that....i mean...yeah i wouldnt get to go either...cuz it would require money to get there and what not...but still

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: They'd have to have it where they live... What country do the owner people live in?

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: they live in the us from what i know....i think i may suggest that to them

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: I thought they lived in Sweden or soemthing.. Maybe I'm just going insane..

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i dunno...i am insane so its hard to say

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: Me too... I don't think we're getting very far.

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: me either...we arent getiing very far at all...oh well...here is fine to

2004-10-06 [Incontinence Happens]: Just have to be content with where we are at the moment I suppose.

2004-10-06 [Kurus_Dreaon]: that works...im semi happy with it all anyways

2004-10-10 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* I have no idea what's going on..... ^^;;;

2004-10-10 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Not everyone is pretty on the inside and the creators live in Sweden. *returns* *takes place on Nibbles*

2004-10-10 [Incontinence Happens]: ^_^ *happy*

2004-10-11 [Lethargic Panda]: *rolls around merrily*

2004-10-11 [Incontinence Happens]: If you keep rolling I can't sit on you.

2004-10-11 [Lethargic Panda]: I'm rolling around on you? o.o It'd already be rather difficult.

2004-10-13 [Incontinence Happens]: ...Hmm. Good point.

2004-10-13 [Lethargic Panda]: My points are always good. :D

2004-10-13 [Incontinence Happens]: Don't I know it. ^^

2004-10-14 [Lethargic Panda]: *rolls on floor* *curls up to die*

2004-10-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* *continues to blink*

2004-10-16 [Lethargic Panda]: Why does you no longer message me? o.o No longer love me? *sad look*

2004-10-17 [Moonlit Serenade]: I did message you!! *huggles* You never responded!! *tear* I'll go message you now!! ^_^

2004-10-24 [Lethargic Panda]: I just checked...and I did respond! In addition, you didn't send me a message after that comment! *points* *runs to corner*

2004-10-25 [Incontinence Happens]: Does Lethargic win?

2004-10-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: I'm sorry! My internet kicked me off! And I never got a response!!! *cries*

2004-10-25 [Lethargic Panda]: Lethargic won. >:D  *was right*

2004-10-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: *sticks her tongue out* Pearl's still cuter!

2004-10-25 [Lethargic Panda]: Pft, never! *is cutest*

2004-10-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: Liar!! *is the cutestest*

2004-10-25 [Lethargic Panda]: Sorry, but you can't compete with me. :D

2004-10-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh, yes I can!! ;p

2004-10-25 [Lethargic Panda]: *pretty* !

2004-10-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: '!' ????

2004-10-25 [Lethargic Panda]: !!!  *prances* Doooood....we should meet...and prance around...and be best friends forever; in a forced way though...so it's like...we're best friends, but we feel uncomfortable around each other or even talking. Yeah...that sounds awesome. (this idea sprung 'cause we're trapped in the same sad little town)

2004-11-03 [Moonlit Serenade]: Yes, we should! You go to school with my friend. She's a freshman, though, so you prolly have no idea who she is.... You might know her jack ass, mother-fucking, dick wad of a brother, though! ^_^ *does not like her friend's brother AT ALL* *nods* We should meet!

2004-11-03 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o What's her brother's name n grade?      Oooh, and seeing how this is a wiki about living, I'll post a link to a kickass (though very small) kill bill game. ^.^              http://kill-bill.cz/game/index.php

2004-11-03 [Moonlit Serenade]: Edward Mace... *scowls at the name* He's either a Sophmore or a Junior..... But Rachel is a freshman... Rachel Mace... yeah, you should look around for her. *nods*

2004-11-03 [Lethargic Panda]: I have no idea who either kid is, so I guess they are unimportant little ones? o.o Oh well. I tend to act negatively toward strangers, especially when they're annoying or think they deserve equality. Hmm. I could check last years year book majigger for both of them, but I am lazy. Hmm. *poke*

2004-11-03 [Moonlit Serenade]: *squeaks, as she's been poked* Just look around for Rachel. *dances* She's marvelous, she is. You'd like her. *nods*

2004-11-03 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o How would I know I've seen her? She one of the kids with an "odd" style of dress? They all look the same to me at school. There's like 7 or 8 people I identify, and the rest of everyone is just the anonymous mass of students; no worries though, they don't deserve to be recognized! They are all spineless sheep! SHEEP!!!

2004-11-03 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blink..... blink* Her ET name is [Keseken]..... You should go poke her!! ^_^

2004-11-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Should? I SHALL! ^.^   With a knife?

2004-11-03 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* No. Not with a knife... with.. *drum roll* A message!! ^_~

2004-11-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Or...not? *gets knife*

2004-11-03 [Lethargic Panda]: >:D

2004-11-03 [Moonlit Serenade]: *growls and protects her imooto* No touchy Rachel with the knife!!

2004-11-03 [Lethargic Panda]: No touchy Rachel with the massage!

2004-11-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: No! Don't massage her! Message her! ^_^ *giggles*

2004-11-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Pervert.                  Sigh...my seven days off from school have ended, now I'm left with tons of homework from them for the quarter.

2004-11-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: I'm Not a pervert. Seven days off?? Why'd you have seven days off????

2004-11-07 [Lethargic Panda]: I decided to. It wasn't preset though...it was sort of...not go to school; see how it goes. ^.^

2004-11-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: Beautiful.... I wouldn't do that, personally.... Too much work to make-up, and I'm too lazy.... ^^;;;

2004-11-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Heh, I just don't care about school at all. No motivation.

2004-11-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh.... School's my biggest concern..... *shrugs* It's my get-away.... You know? My haven.... I'd rather spend all day at school than all day at home.....

2004-11-13 [Lethargic Panda]: School has too many people at it to be a haven. Fucking school. *glare*

2004-11-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: You go to a more crowded school than me! ^_^ Hee.

2004-11-15 [Saint Dragon]: Im with panda

2004-11-15 [Saint Dragon]: MWhahahahahahahahahaha i fixed something

2004-11-16 [Moonlit Serenade]: what did you fix....?

2004-11-16 [BarleySinger]: fixed what? a tire? a cat? an election?

2004-11-17 [Lethargic Panda]: I'd guess a cat.

2004-11-17 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* Really? I was thinking more along the lines of a dog, but that's okay. *nods*

2004-11-18 [Lethargic Panda]: *spins around* I'm always right.

2004-11-19 [Moonlit Serenade]: You're cocky. That's all.

2004-11-19 [Lethargic Panda]: o.- *wins*

2004-11-21 [Moonlit Serenade]: *wins in her own, strange way* ^_^

2004-11-22 [Lethargic Panda]: *wins in a cooler way*

2004-11-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: *sticks her tongue out*

2004-11-22 [Lethargic Panda]: *grabs your tongue* Bwa ha ha ha.

2004-11-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: *bites his fingers*

2004-11-22 [Lethargic Panda]: *bleeds*

2004-11-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks, then giggles* Tee-hee! You're bleeding!!!

2004-11-22 [Lethargic Panda]: *bleeds on you* >:D

2004-11-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: *is bled upon* *licks* Eh.... I've had better....

2004-11-22 [Lethargic Panda]: That's 'cause my blood is gasoline.

2004-11-22 [Lethargic Panda]: I'm a r-r-r-robot.

2004-11-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: I knew it was funny lookin'....

2004-11-22 [Lethargic Panda]: *zaps you*

2004-11-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: *dies* X.X

2004-11-25 [Lethargic Panda]: Bwa ha ha ha. Heh, I missed one of the three days this week. >:D

2004-11-26 [vampiredemon]: im sorry i havent been on i am out of country

2004-11-26 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o Have you spoken here before?

2004-11-29 [vampiredemon]: lol!yea i have and it has been that long ago to lol ^_^

2004-12-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh! Hello, then!! *giggles*

2004-12-01 [Lethargic Panda]: I don't remember you at all. x.x

2004-12-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: Maybe it was just that long ago?

2004-12-03 [Not Here!]: Hi I am new.

2004-12-04 [Lethargic Panda]: Well see, I remember everything.      *sits on pearlllll* o.o

2004-12-10 [Moonlit Serenade]: *is sat upon* *to Kitty* 'Ello! Welcome! *is squished* *dies* X.X

2004-12-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Are you calling me fat? *breaks down and runs away*

2004-12-11 [Moonlit Serenade]: No. My ribs are simply weak! ^^;;;

2004-12-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Oh...okies. *jumps back on them* ^.^

2004-12-11 [Not Here!]: Thank you for the welcome *Moonlit Serenade*

2004-12-12 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Yes *Moonlit Serenade*, that was very sweet of *you*. *Wow* that is *creepy* and *annoying*.

2004-12-12 [Lethargic Panda]: *is cynical*

2004-12-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: *squished* You're very welcome! ^-^ *glare* Don't mind Lethargic. He has security issues.... *nods* X.X

2004-12-12 [Not Here!]: I can tell he has security issues ('___')

2004-12-12 [Not Here!]: Thank you Moonlit for being so nice *sticks her tongue out at Panda*

2004-12-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: *smiles* Not a problem! I'm a very shy person, and it's hard for me to write in wikis.... I try to make people feel welcomed, you know?? *smiles* *pets Lethargic*

2004-12-12 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o; Security issues? *throws knives at eav* *is pet* ^.^

2004-12-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: *tsks and hits Lethargic* It was my statement first! Do you have something against newcomers???

2004-12-12 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Just certain newcomers. :D

2004-12-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Why, though?? *blinks curiously* I bet you woulda thrown a knife at me if you'd been around when I decided to speak up, huh?? *raises an eyebrow*

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